Over and over

Around in my head

I wonder what I

Could have done instead

I don't understand

I thought we were fine

Was that only an

Illusion of mine

I thought that we had

A good thing going

Thought we were in love

Thought we were growing

Then suddenly you're

Telling me goodbye

I was so dumbstruck

That I couldn't cry

At least not right then

But after you left

I cried a river

I felt so bereft

Now I'm just empty

And trying to find

An explanation

To help ease my mind

I should have seen that

You were not happy

But I had no clue

Is the blame on me

Could I have loved you

Anymore than I did

Or should I have seen

The things that you hid

I have no answers

My heart is broken

I guess that we just

Left things unspoken

Whatever the cause

You are gone for good

What does it matter

What I could or should