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My Love

by Sarah Miller




Each day brings life and a warming light
I see you wake and my love grows bright
You'll never know how much I need you and neither will I
Because I can't tell you, though I don't know why
Hundreds of soldiers at my command
But when I see you, I can hardly stand
My love grows more each and every day I'm with you
I wonder what you would do if you only knew
I'll hide it away locked safely in my heart
And only take it out when we are apart
I've never had a friendship like this before
And I can't figure out what I love more
Your eyes, your voice, your heart, or smile
To be with you I would crawl more than a mile
I watch you sleep, parchment and quill still in hand
And sometimes I wonder if I should find you a nice man
One who would give you more than I could
But I have a hard time wondering if I should
I can't live without you, that I now see
I want you with no one else but me
I had given you a kiss that was so wrong
But it was something I had wanted for so long
I can't, no matter what, tell you how I feel
I'm not even sure what I have is real
I know I love you that much is true
So much it hurts and I don't know what to do
I'm the destroyer of nations, a fierce warrior widely known
But I am a coward whose courage has flown
I see you and my breath stops
I lose thought and my heart hops
I look up across the flames and see you staring
I want so much to stop caring
In all the hints I've given you, you haven't seen
The love behind them or what they mean
I'd give anything to hold you for just one night
I see you look at me and think that I might
Reach out to you and tell you what's in my heart
Not much but its a great start
I love you so much it hurts and I can't stop the pain
Sometimes I feel I might go insane
I'm so sorry for what I've said and done
I know now that you are the only one
I'm not good at putting together parchment to ink
But I must because you have to know what I think
This poem is for your eyes and your eyes alone
Not to be passed around or shown
A warrior writes no poetry
But tough war strategy
This world is changing each and every day
And I'll tell you how much I love you in each and every way
This poem tells you how much I want and need you
I couldn't tell you so what else could I do
I end this here and now
With a short and simple vow
I'll love you now and forever more
I love you deep to the core
I'll never stray
Or ever run away
I'll never raise a hand to hurt you by
Never shout or make you cry
I'll never leave you all alone
I give you my heart for you to own
Do with it what you will
Throw it away, I'll love you still
I end this poem there's something I need to say
I've never done it but to be with you I would drop down on my knees and pray
I'm ending now this ink runs dry
I see you cover your face and I hear you cry
I'll get up to find out the reason why
So I must stop and say good bye
(March 18, 2000- Sarah Miller)

 

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