ForevaXena's FanFic . . .
The Amazon Queen
by L. M. Townsend (AKA
Queen Laesė)
Disclaimers:
Subtext?
Subtext
? Well, yeah. There is. Some of
it obviously implied, some blatant, though nothing graphic, and some of it's in
the eye of the reader; WHILE THERE ARE NO GRAPHIC SEXUAL SCENES OF ANY KIND,
there is kindness, affection, loyalty, mutual respect, friendship, and
yes, lots and lots of
love, so, if you read anything into any of the words or situations these
characters find themselves in, then you have only yourself to thank/blame
(depending upon your point of view!) If you have a bug up your butt about people
of any persuasion loving each other and sharing their lives, then I pity you. I
won't apologise for them, though, so if you have a problem with any of these
stories, it's up to you to go and read something else. Remember, no one's holding a
sword ( or a chakram) to your throat!
Violence:
Oh, yeah - this is a story with Xena in it. Remember, she likes to fight.
*Spoiler
Alert
- several references to various episodes throughout the history of the
show.
*Major
Spoiler alerts
for DREAMWORKER, ULYSSES, DESTINY, THE QUEST, RETURN OF
CALLISTO, THE XENA SCROLLS, FINS, FEMMES, AND GEMS, THE QUILL IS MIGHTIER, THE
DEBT, GABRIELLE'S HOPE, ORPHAN OF WAR, MATERNAL INSTINCTS, ADVENTURES IN THE SIN
TRADE I & II, PAST IMPERFECT, PARADISE FOUND, THE WAY, BETWEEN THE LINES,
SEEDS OF FAITH, GOD FEARING CHILD, ETERNAL BONDS, LOOKING DEATH IN THE EYE,
LIVIA, EVE, and MOTHERHOOD
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Part
I: A GOD-THING
Xena eyed the woman reading the scroll, but this was not her Gabrielle.
Gabrielle and Xena's daughter Eve, had travelled on without her for Xena had a
debt to pay. Ares, the god of war, formerly Xena's mentor, then sworn enemy, and
now - well, Xena wasn't sure what the current relationship was with Ares - he
had committed the first completely unselfish act of his life when he sacrificed
his immortality to save the lives of both Gabrielle and Eve. Xena still wasn't
convinced the god didn't have some self-serving angle to play out, but she owed
him - big.
Ares had appeared to Xena
while she and Gabrielle and their daughter, Eve were on the road. They hadn't
yet decided where they were going. They had a mission to fulfil, but weren't yet
sure how to start. Eve, once known as Livia, was undergoing the same struggle
Xena had. She was trying to atone for all the evil she had committed as Livia,
Champion of Rome, scourge of the followers of Eli. Xena knew that she was the
one best equipped to help her daughter, having already overcome - mostly - her
own dark side. But Gabrielle who had been the key which had allowed her to
embrace the light within her, pushing the dark aside until it was needed was
with Eve; and when it came to defending themselves, Xena was certain that her
family could handle themselves in a fight.
Xena sighed, pulled her sword
from its scabbard and began to run the sharpening stone over the oiled blade.
Scrape, rasp, scrape...the sound was a comforting one. The other woman looked up
from the scroll she was scanning and smiled.
"I'm glad you're here,
Xena," she said, rising ponderously, shifting her huge, pregnant body to a
slightly more comfortable position. Xena smiled back, still sharpening, but
didn't say anything. Ares' request had surprised her - come to this Amazon
village and stay with his daughter - yes, his daughter - until her baby was
born.
"Xena, I won't ask you
again to have my child," he said. "But there is a way you can still
help me with a more - mortal immortality." It was then he had acknowledged
his daughter, Melysė, his daughter with an Amazon warrior named Lyssė. Melysė
was now the queen, bearing an heir to the Amazon throne - and to Ares'
bloodline. But Ares needed Xena to make sure that the child would be born - and
born safe. "I have enemies - more than you might imagine," said the
former god.
"I don't know,
Ares," Xena said, grinning. "It doesn't take that much imagination -
just kidding. Why do you need me to protect an Amazon? Those women can take care
of themselves - and anyone else who comes along."
"Not -
Melysė,"
said Ares, quietly. "I never wanted to acknowledge her - she's something of
an...embarrassment to me. Her mother was - something else. Warrior-Queen of the
Amazons, she...well, never mind." Ares
grinned and Xena snorted in disgust. "No, seriously. Melysė is an Amazon,
but she is not a warrior. She had potential, once, but she turned her back on
it, chose a path of 'peace'. She's a priestess to the Amazons' Goddess."
"I can imagine how that
might bother you," said Xena, reminding herself against irritation that
were it not for Ares, her family would be dead. "That the daughter of the
god of war would choose to priestess to the Great Triple Goddess of the Amazons
rather than to her own father, but why don't the Amazons protect her? She is
bearing their next queen, after all."
"She may be bearing their next queen," said Ares. "The child
may be a son."
"Ah, I see," said
Xena. "You're afraid that the Amazons might decide a boy-child isn't worth
protecting. Ares, the Amazons I know aren't like that. They may send their sons
back to the fathers, but they cherish all children born to them."
"Xena, times have changed
since you knew the Amazons," said Ares. "You and Gabrielle have been
away for a long time."
"Yes, thanks to
you," said Xena.
Xena and Gabrielle had lain in a frozen tomb for twenty-five years after
faking their deaths - and Eve's - in an effort to protect Eve from the Olympian
gods. Ares had taken them and entombed them there in ignorance, while Eve had
been raised Roman and had grown up as Livia, champion of Rome - and Ares'
blood-thirsty protegée, as her mother had once been.
"Hey, how was I supposed
to know you were alive?" said Ares.
Xena gently placed her hand on Ares arm, a gesture she
wouldn't have felt safe until a short time ago. "I'm not really blaming
you, Ares. We just played our parts too well," she said. "But I still
can't believe in what amounts to infanticide of the Amazons - especially not of
a priestess of the Great Triple Goddess."
"There's more," said
Ares, as Xena dropped her hand.
"There usually is,"
she said. "Ares, why don't you just tell me the whole thing?"
"Sorry, Xena, this
honesty and 'goodness' thing - it's still new to me," said Ares,
uncomfortably.
"Yeah, I was there
once," said Xena, grinning wryly. "Took a chatty blonde bard who
epitomised honesty and goodness to get me used to it."
"Pass," said Ares.
"Yeah, right," said
Xena. "You weren't saying that when - "
"Alright, Xena,"
Ares interrupted. "Melysė is not a warrior. At one time, she could have
been great - almost as great as you, but now - she's weak and I'm afraid the
Amazon midwives won't know what to do if she has a hard time delivering the
baby. They're accustomed to stronger, more robust warrior-types. I'm asking you
to go as a healer as well as a guardian. Your healing skills are
well-known."
"I have many skills,
Ares," said Xena. "I'm just not sure playing nursemaid to a pregnant
demi-Goddess Amazon priestess will be one of them."
"Xena I have to have
someone I can trust - and I don't trust anyone more than you with this. Please,
Xena," said Ares.
"You know, Ares, I could
get used to you like this," chuckled Xena. "One act of unselfish
courage and sacrifice and - "
"Don't remind me,"
Ares groaned.
"Well, since you didn't
remind me," said Xena. "Which is very not like you - not calling in a
favour, that is - I guess I can go hang out with the Amazons for a while."
And so it had been decided,
Eve and Gabrielle were going to Amphipolis to see Xena's aged mother, Cyrenź,
and Xena's brother Toris, who now ran Cyrenź's successful tavern. Xena would
join them later and they would decide where to go from there.
Xena frowned at the blade she
was sharpening and tested it. "Ouch! Damn, I hate that!" she said,
popping her nicked finger into her mouth.
"Are you okay?"
asked Melysė, trying to rise. Xena gestured her back down. "No, don't
bother - happens all the time," she said grinning. "You'd think I'd've
learned better by now."
Melysė grinned back at Xena
and settled once more into the cushion. Against her will, Xena found herself
liking the Amazon. She had been prepared for a whiny wimp - the way Ares had
described his daughter was not exactly complimentary - but while Melysė was
indeed soft-spoken, Xena had seen a will of steel and a strength of character in
the Priestess-Queen that bespoke of a long line of Amazon ancestry. It was also
evident that the Queen had earned the love, loyalty, and respect of her entire
tribe, which spoke volumes to Xena about the type of woman, as well as the type
of leader, she was.
Xena had arrived at the Amazon
village near sunset. She approved of the military discipline evident in the
Amazon sentries who had stopped and questioned her. They had been respectful,
but firmly obeyed their orders and had escorted Xena to the Queen's cottage,
automatically posting themselves between her and the Queen, while Melysė had
greeted her warmly, wearing a simple, long-sleeved tunic and breeches, offering
hospitality in the form of mulled wine and a basin of clear water to wash the
road dust off. Melysė had looked startled at Xena's appearance at first, but
stood stoically throughout the interview, though she had offered Xena a chair.
When Xena had declined, Melysė had remained standing, though Xena could see
that her late pregnancy was causing her some discomfort. Throughout the meeting,
Melysė was poised and regal, but warm and gracious, too. Melysė had asked
Xena's business with the Amazons, and Xena had been tempted to circumvent, but
found before the Queen's unwavering gaze, that she should tell her the truth.
Glancing quickly at the sentries, Xena had replied that Ares had sent her. Melysė
immediately picked up on Xena's hint for privacy and dismissed the sentries.
Without hesitation, the two saluted their queen and left the cottage.
"Why did my father send
you here, Xena?" asked Melysė, smiling.
"He's concerned,"
said Xena.
"Yeah, okay,"
laughed Melysė. "Since when?"
"Since he became mortal
and fears his bloodline may end with you," said Xena.
Melysė laughed harder. "That sounds more like him," she said.
" We can't have his last
known descendent be the 'family disgrace'. How did he become mortal - or
shouldn't I ask?"
So Xena told her the story. "Incredible," said Melysė, no longer laughing.
"Ares did
that?"
Suddenly,
Xena could see that the Amazon Queen really needed to sit down. She quickly got
to Melysė's side and helped her into a chair.
"Thank-you," said
Melysė. "Please sit with me. I can't believe Ares would - do you suppose
he might actually be concerned for me?"
"Anything's
possible," replied Xena, finding a chair and sitting, her long legs
stretched out in front of her.
"Huh, I always thought he
was ashamed of me," mused Melysė, then she reached over and tossed an
apple to Xena, who caught the fruit neatly. "I'm having dinner brought to
us - I'm not up to eating in the common room these days. I figured you've been
on the road a few days - you must be tired and hungry and wanting a hot bath and
a warm bed?"
"Sounds perfect,"
said Xena, biting into the apple.
"Great," said
Melysė. "Since 'Daddy' sent you to keep and eye on me, you'll stay here, of course.
I hope you don't mind? You don't strike me as the barracks type. I also have a
private bath house with plenty of hot water and towels behind the cottage - it's
one of my few indulgences. I can't bear community baths - especially now."
The women were near the same
age - if one discounted the twenty-five years Xena had spent in deep-freeze -
and resembled one another somewhat. Both had long dark hair, but where Xena's
tresses were straight, Melysė's were wavy, spiralling here and there in stray
curls. Xena's clear blue eyes caught Melysė's dark golden-green ones and the
Amazon shyly dropped her gaze. Melysė's complexion was pale and creamy and
bespoke of a woman who spent much time indoors, rather than like Xena's
sun-kissed tan. In fact, one day after Xena had been with her for a few weeks,
Melysė had come in from no more than ten minutes in the sun with blisters on
her arm where her long sleeve had pushed up. Xena had exclaimed and put her arm
in cold water, but Melysė shrugged it off. The blisters healed within a few
hours, reminding Xena of Melysė's semi-divinity.
After only a few days, the two
had fallen into an easy routine. They would talk about things and Xena found she
could tell the Amazon many things she had only told Gabrielle and with the same
acceptance and non-judgement she had always received only from her best friend.
"I wonder if that's part
of being an Amazon," mused Xena.
Once, long ago, Xena had been
invited to join a Tribe of northern Amazons, but that had been before, when Xena
revelled in her dark side and an evil shamaness, Alti had promised her a great
destiny - "Destroyer of Nations". Well, Xena had almost destroyed that
Amazon nation. Years later, she had returned and tried to make amends. She had
released the souls of the Amazons she herself had killed in cold blood -
souls which Alti captured and fed on for her own dark powers and had
restored the Tribe to their spiritual roots. Now they were growing and thriving.
Xena had confessed this to Melysė and had met with the same, non-judgmental,
listening silence while she told her tale.
"Xena," said Melysė,
placing a warm hand on Xena's clenched fist. "The Amazons have forgiven you
- no, don't say anything, just listen - we all count you as a friend, an ally,
and a sister Amazon. I, a priestess of the Amazons' Goddess, the Great Lady of
the Moon, speak these words of forgiveness to you, so know it to be true. Yes,
you committed a great wrong against the Amazon Nation, but you went back and you
risked your life - and your own soul - and you made it right again. You've done
your penance and you have received our forgiveness - and Hers. It's up to you to
forgive yourself. I'm glad you told me this. I understand now why the greatest
of us won't accept the name 'Amazon' - you feel you don't deserve it, but
believe me, if anyone does, it's you, Xena."
Xena had to admit, it was
difficult to resist Melysė's frank appreciation and admiration of the warrior -
she was a little like Gabrielle in their early days together. The only
difference was that Melysė was more self-confident, older, and she knew that
she could never be Xena - but that was why Melysė admired her and respected
her. Melysė had no illusions about herself - and furthermore, she liked herself
as she was. And she liked and accepted Xena, in spite of everything. In this,
Melysė reminded Xena of Lao Ma, a woman who had saved her life - had saved her
soul if Xena admitted the truth of it, even to herself. She had met Lao Ma in
Chin and Lao Ma had been the first to see past the rage and the hate that had
consumed a younger Xena. Lao Ma had seen the potential for good in Xena, but it
had taken Hercules to show Xena the good in herself and Gabrielle to keep
reminding her of it. Gabrielle, who day after day, had loved and accepted Xena,
despite any differences between them. The Bard's enduring friendship had kept
Xena's light shining, banishing the dark side of her to the recesses of her
past.
Melysė was like a perfect
blend of the two most influential women in her life and Xena could relax in her
company as she could with so few. Melysė respected her and cared about what
Xena felt and thought. She talked to Xena, asked her opinion, and listened to
what Xena thought about running the Tribe as well as mundane things.
"How many centuries has
"Daughter of Ares" been an epithet for Amazon?" Melysė asked,
looking up from the scroll.
"I don't know, you'd have
to ask Gabrielle that," said Xena.
Melysė brightened. "I
would love to - will she visit, too, do you think?" asked Melysė. "Xena, you must forgive me - I've been raised on tales of you two. For so
long, we thought you were dead. We mourned you and Gabrielle, but when we began
hearing of Livia - I mean...I don't mean to anger you, but some of us thought it
was you, back from the dead, or perhaps re-born in another body and reverting
back to your warlord ways."
"In a way," said
Xena, quietly. "She was...is...me."
Melysė put a hand on Xena's
shoulder, a comforting gesture, but the hand felt as hot as flame and Melysė
pulled it away. "Sorry, I forget sometimes," she said. "My
'divine legacy', I suppose. I can heal with these hands, but when I feel
another's pain, I can't always control the power. I hope I didn't hurt
you."
"No, not all," said
a startled Xena, and, in fact, she did feel better, but Melysė looked paler -
if that was possible - what had that touch cost her? "Hey, you need to get
some rest now. Why don't you let me help you into bed? I'll wake you when it's
dinnertime and after, when the sun is down, we can take a walk - the exercise
will be good for you - and the baby."
Melysė agreed, and Xena
pulled her up out of the cushions and helped her to her bed.
"Oh, Mother!" gasped
Melysė, short of breath. "I will be so glad when this little Amazon is
born!"
Xena smiled and sat down on
the bed, massaging Melysė's pregnant abdomen. Her experienced hands told her it
wouldn't be much longer now. "I know - I felt the same way," she said
soothingly. "Rest
now, and I'll be here when you wake up."
Melysė smiled and closed her
eyes, soon drifting off. Xena arose and grabbed her sword. She had time to get
in about an hour or two of practice and then a quick bath before dinner.
"Xena," she heard
behind her and recognised a familiar tingle.
"Ares," she replied,
without turning.
"Amazing, you can still
do that?" he said.
"Oh, yes," said
Xena, smiling and turning around. "What is it? Melysė's fine - she's
resting."
"I know, I just looked in
on her," said Ares.
"You know, you
underestimate her," said Xena. "She may not fight battles, but she is
'something else'."
"Glad you think so,"
said Ares.
"You know, I'd hate to
underestimate you," said Xena. "But fatherly concern is not a face I'm
accustomed to see you wearing. So, why are you here?"
"I came to warn you that
an army is marching on the Amazons," he said.
"Whose?" asked Xena.
"Pitana's - Melysė's
cousin," said Ares. "A few years ago, she declared the royal challenge
against Melysė and lost. Rather than kill her, Melysė banished her - you see
what I mean about weak? If she had just killed Pitana when she had the chance,
there wouldn't be this risk. Now Pitana has raised an army against her."
"So Melysė is weak
because she chose to show her kinswoman mercy?" mused Xena. "Yes, at
one time I might have thought so, too. But Ares, your daughter is not stupid -
she must have known this could happen and made contingency plans."
"I hope so, Xena - well,
in a way," the former god of war grinned. "In another way, might just
be my chance to see my favorite Warrior Princess back in action, leading the
Amazons in battle. Could be quite a show."
"If it comes to that -
which I doubt it will," said Xena.
"Well, whatever,"
said Ares. "The army is about three days ride from here."
"Ares, thanks," Xena
said. Ares winked and vanished and Xena sighed, wondering just how many of his
godly powers he had retained after all.
She wandered over to the
practice field and had a good workout, even teaching some moves to some of the
younger Amazon braves, hoping they wouldn't need them anytime soon. Since her
chat with Ares, Xena hadn't had time for a bath before it was time to wake Melysė
for dinner. She excused herself from the Queen's presence and limped over to the
basin for a quick wash up.
"Xena, are you
alright?" Melysė asked.
"Oh, I'm fine," Xena
said cheerfully. "Just a little out of condition - twenty-five years frozen
will do that."
Melysė grinned. "Well,
much as I love the smell of warrior-sweat when I first wake up," she said
laughing, "you need a good hot soak to get the soreness out of those
muscles and then a rubdown. I'll send your dinner to the bath-house and you can
eat in the tub."
Teasingly, Xena tossed her
towel at Melysė. "Are you insinuating that I smell?" she laughed.
"Not at all," Melysė
grinned. "But at least eating in the bath, you can't drop food on your
leathers."
"That so?" said
Xena, approaching, playfully menacing the queen. "So I smell and I'm a
sloppy eater?"
"You wouldn't hit a
pregnant woman," said Melysė in mock seriousness.
"Noooo," said
Xena." But I would do this - " Melysė laughed as Xena tickled. "No - stop - please!" Melysė cried, laughing.
"Really - stop -
what are you trying to do, induce labour?"
Xena stopped, concerned and
placed her hand on the baby. "Are you okay?" she asked.
"Oh, I'm fine,"
replied Melysė, as Xena helped pull her to her feet.
Suddenly Melysė hugged Xena, warmly. "I am glad you are here,"
she said. "I finally know what it would be like to have a sister."
Gently, Xena disengaged from
the embrace. "I thought the Amazons were your sisters," she said,
beginning to gather her things for the bathhouse.
"In a broad sense,
yes," said Melysė, thoughtfully. "But I am their queen and that
separates us. Every Amazon in the Tribe would stand and fight for me, give their
lives for mine, but no Amazon would dare tickle or joke with me. It's sad, in a
way, but necessary, too, I suppose. I have to have their respect to lead them,
but it would be nice to have a friend, too."
Xena turned and smiled. "Well, you have one, now," she said.
"I felt the same way - until
Gabrielle showed me how to have - and how to be - a friend."
"You go have that bath,
now, Xena and then come back and we'll eat together," said Melysė.
Soaking in the hot water was
wonderful, but Xena missed having Gabrielle to wash her back. Finally after
turning pruny in the hot water, Xena sighed and got out of the bath. She was
drying off when she sensed a tingling. She whirled around to a see an attractive
blonde, pouting.
"Aphrodite," said
Xena, pulling on her clothes.
"Finally has a 'sister' -
I like that!" she said.
"What do you mean?"
asked Xena.
"Well, she has a sister -
who does she think looked in on her, watched over her, protected her from Hera-
?" said Aphrodite.
"What are you saying,
Aphrodite?" asked Xena. "Ares isn't Melysė's father?"
Aphrodite laughed. "Like,
Duh," said the Goddess. "Zeus is her father."
"Does Ares know
this?" asked Xena.
"No, Zeus let him think
he fathered Melysė," replied the blonde. "Zeus let everyone think
Ares was the father - to protect her from Hera. I was the only one who, like,
knew, 'cause Zeus charged me with being her big sister and, well, taking care of
her. She was such a cute little girl, and - "
"Aphrodite, what do you
know about Pitana, Melysė's cousin?" asked Xena.
Aphrodite wrinkled her perfect
nose. "Ew! A horrid little
girl who grew up into a horrid woman," said Aphrodite. "She was always
mean to Melysė, teasing and taunting and picking fights. Melysė always won,
though."
"Did you help her
win?"
"As if! Like I would lower myself to fix a fight!? That's Ares's
thing, not mine," said Aphrodite.
"Thank-you,
Aphrodite," said Xena. "And if Melysė knew what you had done for her,
I know she would be grateful."
"Yeah, well, she always
was a nice kid," said Aphrodite. "Maybe I should, like, introduce
myself - ?
"I think she'd like
that," said Xena smiling. "And you know you'll be an aunt, soon - just
think, another cute little kid; but why don't you try playing with this one
more?"
"I'll do that," said
Aphrodite. "Xena - thanks. I'm glad you're her friend."
"Me too," said Xena,
as the Goddess vanished.
Xena hurried back to Melysė's
cottage, her hair still damp. As promised, dinner was waiting. Steamed fish and
vegetables, nutbread, still warm from the oven, soft white cheese, hot wine,
mulled with spices in that special Amazon recipe that Xena loved. Xena sipped
carefully at the wine while Melysė drank water.
"Oh, that's
marvellous,"
Xena said, sniffing appreciatively of the meal.
"Please, eat," said
Melysė. "I'm afraid I don't have much appetite these days - I get so short
of breath so easily."
"You need to keep up your
strength - you have some hard work ahead - and not too
far ahead, I think," said Xena, breaking open the bread and handing
a piece to Melysė.
Melysė sighed and made a
face. "Please, I'd rather not think about that now," she said, biting
into the bread. "I had midwife duty as part of my priestess-training at the
Temple at Ephesus, and while that was one of my favourite duties, it did teach
me that this is gonna hurt." Melysė
shuddered. "I think I'd rather face combat than this."
"Scared?" asked
Xena, gently.
"Terrified," replied
Melysė, trembling.
"Wasn't quite so
terrifying at the beginning, though, was it?" chuckled Xena, taking a bite
of vegetables.
"Wanna bet?" asked
Melysė. "I think I was even more scared then."
Xena set down her fork. "You're kidding?!" she said.
"But it got better - right?"
Melysė shuddered and didn't say anything. "Hey," said Xena, putting
her hand on Melysė's arm. "Who's the father? Did - were you - did you
choose this?"
"Sort of," said
Melysė, quietly. "I mean, I consented - I didn't actually choose. The
Amazons' needed an heir, and as their queen and priestess, I went to the Full
Moon rites and - well, here we are. I'm just lucky it only took the one time -
oh, Goddess, let this be a daughter! I
don't think I could do that again!"
"I'm sorry, I didn't
know," said Xena. "It must have taken a lot of courage for you to do
that. But you shouldn't have to subject yourself to any man that you don't love
just to bear an heir."
"Courage? Not
really," said Melysė with a wry grin. "I drank a large quantity of
wine - laced with poppy juice, for good measure - closed my eyes and thought of
the Amazon Nation. That poor boy - he was as scared as I was, I think - I didn't
think I'd ever stop crying - and he must've thought he'd be executed for treason
or something."
"It doesn't have to be
that way, you know," said Xena. "With someone you love and trust, who
cares for you - "
"Xena, I can't afford to
fall in love," said Melysė. "I am an Amazon - and the Queen at that.
I don't have the opportunity to meet anyone to fall in love with; and if I did,
it would simply cause too many problems. No, if this is a son, I'll just have to
use more poppy juice next time. Maybe unconscious -"
"You know, all you had to
do was ask," said a shimmering form, who materialised into Aphrodite. "I could help you with that little problem."
"Um, I know you,"
said Melysė. "At least, I think I've seen you - around, but you were
wearing more - at Ephesus? Or was Lesvos, at the College...?"
Aphrodite winked and laughed.
"Melysė, this is
Aphrodite," said Xena.
"Aunt?" said Melysė.
"As if! I, my dear, am your big sister," said the Goddess.
"I - don't
understand," said Melysė, looking to Xena. "I thought - my father was
Ares?"
"Yeah," said a
leather-clad form, materialising beside Aphrodite. "What's going on,
Sis'?" "Well,
I guess it's safe enough, now, what with Hera and Zeus both gone. Melysė is our
sister. Zeus' daughter," said Aphrodite.
"What!?" said Ares,
grinning. "You're kidding! Yes!
My reputation is intact - no wimps from my loins!" Ares' faded away,
laughing.
"Aw, I'm sorry, Little
Sister," said Aphrodite. "He didn't really mean-"
"Yes he did," said
Melysė, calmly, a little smile playing about her lips. "And do you know
what? I share his relief! Thank the Goddess!"
"You're welcome,"
said Aphrodite, disappearing with a giggle.
"Don't think she meant
you," said Xena, under her breath, to Melysė's grin.
"You're right, but I like
her!" said Melysė. "And I meant what I said, I am relieved that Ares
isn't my father. I don't know that Zeus is any better, but at least I won't be
expected to live up to any expectations of becoming the ultimate warrior like -
well, like you, Xena. Your boots would be very difficult to fill. Impossible, in
fact, for me. I am no warrior, and I really don't want to be one. Oh, I've
fought - and...and killed, but it was - the most horrible thing I - I don't ever
want to do that again. I still have nightmares about ...that - It was when my
mother was killed. In fact, it was the same battle. I killed the archer who shot
them. I - I -oh, Goddess, it was horrible. It was...messy...I was enraged and
terrified and the grief - I took revenge for my mothers' death, but I swore I
would never willingly kill again. Not like that. After I did it, I felt even
worse."
The memory came rushing
unwanted upon the queen, the memory which still gave her nightmares. She was in
her first battle, a little nervous, but ready. After all, her mother and the
Priestess-Queen, Hypolite were there. Not that they would have any time to be
protecting her - no, Melysė was a fully trained priestess and warrior now. It
was up to her. She tested the edge of her sword and hefted the wooden shield
before her. Her mask was hot and itchy over her face, but it was supposed to
give her the fighting skills of her totem, the snow leopard, which the mask
represented, so she figured she'd better leave it on. Then her mother, the
Warrior-Queen, gave the signal, and Melysė was dropping down from the trees,
surprising the enemy. She had fought well, blooding several opponents, and
knocking them out of the battle without killing. The fight was like a dance and
Melysė had always danced well in the rites to the Goddess of the Amazons. The
heavy long-sword felt a little clumsy in her hands and she longed for a staff,
her weapon of choice, but she had been ordered by her mother, the Warrior-Queen,
to use a sword for this battle, and Melysė followed her Warrior-Queen's orders
like any other warrior.
Suddenly she saw the men
running and cried out with a joyous war-whoop, believing the Amazons had routed
their enemies - until she saw her mother and Hypolite, dead, shot by the same
arrow. She had screamed and then her eye caught sight of the archer which had
done this, grinning. His grin left when he saw the snow leopard mask, fangs
gleaming white, suddenly over him. Melysė had hacked clumsily at the man, her
grief and rage hampering her skill. Suddenly, she felt strange. Dropping her
sword, she screamed, but it came out of her a roar. She saw her own bare hands,
now tipped with sharp, lethal claws, and teeth, now fangs, as they ripped at the
hapless archer as if she were watching someone else. By the end of the killing,
Melysė was covered with the man's blood; it was everywhere, splashed against
the surrounding trees, soaking into the leaf-covered ground. Finally, she ran
into the trees far enough away where the other Amazons wouldn't hear her
throwing up.
Melysė had stayed in the
trees for many days, evading the Amazons who searched for her, until she came
back to herself. She washed the blood off in the river and ate what she could
forage, but mostly she meditated and prayed and mourned. Finally, she reached a
peace and a place in her soul where she could forgive herself and live with what
had happened, although she swore she would never allow it to happen again. Then
she returned to Amazons, who elected her Queen. Even when Pitana had declared
the Royal Challenge against her, it had been enough to merely show her cousin
the face of the leopard. Pitana had fallen to her knees in terror, and Melysė
had exerted her will to its utmost to pull back and spare Pitana's life.
Xena was quiet for a moment.
She had heard the story of Melysė's first - and only - battle. The Amazons said
she had fought the killer of her mother like a beast, ripping him apart with her
bare hands. The savage fury the Amazons had described was far from the gentle
priestess she saw before her now, but Xena knew bloodlust and battle rage first
hand, and the supreme willpower that it took to control it. She remembered the
first person she herself had killed. In fact, Xena remembered every person she
had ever killed.
"And if we keep talking
about it, you'll have those nightmares tonight for sure," she said.
"You should go to bed and sleep now."
"Yes, I probably
should," said Melysė. "But I've had such revelations tonight, I don't
think I will. How about that walk? I don't think there's much of a moon, but it
should be light enough for a short walk around the village."
"Sure," said Xena.
"I need to walk off some of that marvellous supper."
The women rose and walked for
a while in silent companionship, but their thoughts were loud and clear. Xena
couldn't get the advancing army out of her mind and couldn't decide how to
broach the subject to Melysė without frightening her. The baby would be born
soon and Xena, remembering Eve's birth, preferred that it not happen in the
thick of some battle. Well, Xena thought, subtlety has never been my chosen
route. Better out with it. "Melysė, Pitana has an army and she's marching
on us," she blurted out.
Melysė merely sighed and
nodded. "I rather thought she might someday," she said quietly. "And of course she has to pick now, when she thinks I'm at my most
vulnerable - pregnant and 'helpless'.
She always was mean-spirited - and stupid? - a great warrior, though. I was
willing to make her Warrior Queen, to co-rule and to lead my armies, but that
wasn't enough for her. She wasn't content to simply lead the defence, Pitana
wanted to go out and conquer, to - how did she put it? to 'lead the Amazons back
to our former glory and might'. She'd have made us no better than the men who
hate us and try to slaughter us just for our very existence. I wouldn't have it,
and she declared the royal challenge against me. I won, by the grace of the
Goddess, and instead of killing her, I banished her and any who were loyal to
her. Oh, call me coward, but I just couldn't live with myself if I killed her,
not in cold blood like that. Almost, though - I could hear whispering in my
head...'Kill her - she'll be back to cause you grief, so just kill her and be
done with her', but I just looked at her lying on the ground, and I remembered
how she used to follow my mother around, begging with her eyes for attention - a
kind word of praise, anything - and I thought of how unhappy she must have been,
how lonely - and I couldn't do it."
"Do you have a
plan?" asked Xena.
Melysė smiled, sadly. "I'm afraid I do," she said, her smile fading quickly.
"But this
time, I'll have to kill her."
"Maybe not," mused
Xena. "There may be another way. Let me think on it for a while. Ares said
the army was still three days away..."
"Unless he does a
'god-thing' and brings them faster," said Melysė, frowning.
"What?! Why would he do that?" asked Xena.
"Why does he do
anything?" said Melysė, bitterly. "I'm not his daughter, after all -
he owes me nothing. Besides, he helped her that last time we fought."
"He what!? Why?"
asked Xena.
Melysė shrugged. "He
said if only he had Pitana, a real warrior for a daughter, someone he could be
proud of," she said. "Then the 'Daughters of Ares' could stand tall
and be a force to be reckoned with once again. And then he gave her a - a boost
- I guess, you could call it. She started beating me and I was sure I would die
that day. And then, I felt the...this power surge through me and I got her down.
It was always like that when we fought, even as kids; she'd just about beat me,
and then I'd feel the power and get the better of her. In retrospect, that must
have really pissed her off - no wonder she hates me!"
"Yeah," said Xena.
"I need to think on this. Let's get you back and in bed. I have some things
to take care of."
Once Melysė was asleep, Xena
stepped back outside, gazing up at the two-day-old moon.
"Ares," she said.
"You called?" came a
deep voice.
"You were here awfully
quick," said Xena, smiling. "Still mortal?"
"As you are, Xena,"
said Ares, grinning.
"Where's Pitana
tonight?" asked Xena.
"Xena! I told you, three days' march - east - of here," said
Ares. "What? You don't trust me?"
"On what grounds? No,
don't answer that," said Xena. "Look, I know Melysė isn't your
daughter. But she is your sister - and remember, you have very little family
left."
"Yeah, I know," said
Ares. "But Melysė is - well, she's -"
"Not a warrior,"
said Xena. "I know. But she is my friend, Ares - and you know how
protective I am with my friends."
"What do you want,
Xena?" asked Ares.
"You asked me to come
here and protect Melysė - I know, I know - that was when you were trying to
protect some legacy," said Xena. "But I am asking you to allow me to
do just that - protect your sister - and her unborn child. Don't interfere by
doing any - 'god-thing' - to help Pitana."
"On one condition,"
said Ares.
"What's that?" asked
Xena, tiredly.
"I want you to fight
Pitana," he said.
"What's the catch?"
asked Xena.
"Oh, no catch," said
Ares, laughing. "Pitana is almost as good as you were. I want to enjoy the
show."
"If Melysė is safe and
doesn't need me, I will fight one-on-one with Pitana," agreed Xena. "But Melysė and her baby are my first concern now."
"Cool!" said Ares,
fading from sight.
Xena sighed. "Xena?"
said a soft, familiar, and much beloved voice.
"Gabrielle? What are you
doing here? Where's Eve?" asked Xena, hugging her best friend.
"Eve is with your
mother," said Gabrielle, surprised at the rare hug. "And she's
positively blossoming with her. And Cyrenź - Xena, I swear, she looks years
younger since Eve's been there. This visit has really been good for both of
them. What's going on? Aphrodite said you might need me and I came here right
away."
"Aphrodite," said
Xena. "She's really come through for us lately."
"Yes," said
Gabrielle. "I always kind of thought there was more to her than she let on.
She's been a good friend. Funny, isn't it? The only gods really left are love
and war."
"Oh, Gabrielle,"
said Xena hugging her tighter, "I have
missed you! Come on, I want you
to meet another of Zeus' daughters - and she's the Amazon Queen."
Melysė was thrilled to meet
Gabrielle and Gabrielle liked Melysė right away. She asked Melysė unending
questions about her training at Ephesus and her studies at Sappho's college on
Lesbos. Melysė wanted to hear all about Gabrielle's experiences when she was
the Queen of the Amazons.
Gabrielle was also thrilled to
learn that the Amazons had most of her scrolls and that the young Amazon scribes
had been set to transcribing them and distributing the copies to libraries and
universities throughout the known world. "People are reading my
scrolls," she said wonderingly. "And liking them!"
Melysė smiled and took
Gabrielle's hand. "Of course," she said. "They are well-written
and very inspiring. And, truth to tell, they are fun to read. You have indeed
earned the title "Bard of Poteidaia" - although, I wish your Amazon
status were a little more well known - it couldn't hurt us to let the world know
we are literate - well, most of us anyway."
Gabrielle laughed. "That's true," she said. Then
"What's wrong?" as Melysė
suddenly gasped.
"I - I think its the
baby," said Melysė, as sure enough, her water broke. "Oh, yuck!
Goddess, I'm sorry, Gabrielle - what a thing for you to have to
see!"
Gabrielle, knowing Melysė was
trying to cover her fear and embarrassment, patted her shoulder, and ran to get
some towels - and Xena.
Xena was out on the practice
field, drilling with some of the warriors when Gabrielle came running up to her.
One look and Xena knew what was happening.
"Gabrielle take over here
for a while, then let them go," Xena said, running to Melysė's cottage. "I think they'll be celebrating the birth of a new little Amazon before
long."
The warriors cheered. "Tell Melysė we're for her!"
"Blessed Be!" "Tell Melysė to bring us a princess!" and other well-wishes
were shouted. Xena nodded and jogged off to Melysė. The Amazon was cleaning
herself and the floor when Xena came in.
"Hey, what are you
doing?" she asked taking the towels from Melysė's shaking hands. Melysė
hugged Xena and Xena remembered how she had clung to Gabrielle when Eve was
being born. "Hey, it's gonna be alright. I'm here, I'm here; I've gotcha.
Shh, it's alright, I'm here, and Gabrielle will be here, too, very soon."
Melysė took a deep breath -
well, started to, but it caught as her eyes widened in pain. "Oh, my
Goddess!" she gasped. "Oh, Xena, I don't think I can do this, I really
don't!"
Xena grinned. "I don't
think you have a choice," she said, getting some fresh, clean towels and
setting a pot of water to boil. "Wish Gabrielle were here to do this - I
never could boil water - sorry, little joke there. Come on, let's get you out of
those clothes and into something a little easier to work with. I think we're in
for a little wait, but you never know."
The afternoon wore on and
Melysė stayed cheerful between contractions. "I don't know why I was so
afraid," she said. "These are no worse than bad cramps - I can do
this. What?" Xena was smiling sympathetically. "Oh, it gets worse,
doesn't it?" said Melysė and Xena nodded. "But gradually worse, so a
person could sort of - oh, Goddess, I'm scaring myself, again. Xena, tell me
about - oh, anything!"
"I'm sorry, Melysė, but
Gabrielle's the story-teller," said Xena. "I could sing a little for
you, though."
Xena began humming and
sponging off Melysė's sweaty brow. The Amazon found it soothing and visibly
relaxed.
"That's right, you
out-sang the sirens for Ulysses," she whispered. "Thank-you, Xena. I
know what a gift you are giving to me- and to my baby."
Xena smiled and continued to
sing softly until Melysė fell into a light drowse. Gabrielle came in quietly
and smiled at Xena, singing to Melysė. "I could almost be jealous,"
she whispered. "You don't sing for just anyone."
"I sing for you,"
said Xena, softly, so not to wake Melysė. "I sang for Eve and Solan; Eli
and Marcus, Lyceus, and ... Joxer...It's better to sing a new life in than to
sing a life out."
"That's your magic,
Xena," said Melysė, coming out of the light sleep.
"Oh, I'm sorry,"
said Gabrielle. "I didn't mean to wake you."
"You didn't - baby
did," she said, struggling upright.
"Another
contraction?" said Xena and Melysė nodded.
"Xena's singing is her
magic and your stories are yours, Gabrielle," said Melysė, wincing. "Xena, I really hate to impose, but do you think you could sing this little
one back into a nap? She's really kicking up a fuss in there."
Xena came back to the bed and
felt the baby. She grinned. "Won't be long now," she said. "Gabrielle, why don't you boil some water?"
"What for?" asked
Gabrielle.
"Because you've been out
in the sun, drilling the troops and Melysė has this 'thing' for warrior
sweat," laughed Xena, as Melysė threw a pillow at her.
"Don't listen to
her," said Melysė. "Just because she said she never learned how to
boil water - "
"That's not too far from
the truth," said Gabrielle, chuckling and going to fill the pot for more
boiling water. "Did she tell you about the time..." And so Gabrielle
told story after story while Melysė awaited the birth of her child and still
miles away, an army marched...
The afternoon had worn on into
evening, and Melysė still struggled. The pain was hard and almost constant now
and Melysė was visibly exhausted.
"Xena," Gabrielle
whispered, away from Melysė. "Should it be taking this long?"
"I don't know,
Gabrielle," replied Xena, worriedly. "Babies come when they will, but
the labour's been hard for too long and the baby's still not coming down."
"Xena, what about what
you did for Ephiny?" asked Gabrielle.
Xena shook her head. "No,
this baby isn't breech - and a
centaur - like Xenan was," she said. "Still, it may come to that. I
hope not, though."
Aphrodite shimmered into view.
"How's she doing?" she asked, softly.
"See for yourself,"
replied Gabrielle.
Aphrodite approached Melysė. "Hey, Little Sister," she whispered.
Melysė's eyes flew open and
she struggled to smile. "Hey...'Big Sister'..." she croaked, weakly. "Have you come...to offer a little...'divine intervention'?"
"I'm sorry, Little
Sister," said Aphrodite, sincerely. "This isn't my area of
expertise."
"No, just the first
part," muttered Gabrielle.
"Hey, I wasn't there," said Aphrodite. "Just ask her. But a
little 'divine intervention' isn't such a bad idea. I know Who Melysė serves;
maybe I could just -- Yeah!" Hugging herself, Aphrodite winked out with a
giggling little squeal.
"Where'd she go?"
asked Gabrielle.
"Gabrielle, I think even
the gods have to have Someone to pray to," said Xena. "Let's just hope
that Someone is listening."
Melysė hadn't heard much past
Aphrodite's "I'm sorry..." for she had embarked upon her own journey,
far up and away from the pain which had consumed her body. Melysė felt herself
soaring among the stars and the crescent of the young moon. Then she was in a
strange and beautiful land, where every face she saw was familiar and
well-loved.
"Melysė!" Melysė
whirled about to see her mother, Lyssė, who had been killed in battle many
years before.
"Mother!" she cried,
while being enfolded in her mother's embrace. "I've missed you so!"
"And I, you, My Little
One," said Lyssė, as Melysė marvelled a how much like Xena her mother
looked.
"Yes, Xena," said
Lyssė, smiling. "She is a very great soul - many here are looking forward
to being re-united with her - in this life or another. I am glad she is your
friend."
"I will miss her,
too," said Melysė.
"Oh, no you won't,"
said her mother. "Your daughter is waiting for you to come and lead her
into the body which your body is still working to birth."
"My - my daughter?"
said Melysė.
"Yes, Child," said
Lyssė. "Every mother makes this journey, to collect the soul of her child
and lead them into life. Most don't remember it after the child is in their
arms, but every mother makes the journey, all the same."
"Are you - will you be
born again through me, Mother?"
"No, my Love," said
Lyssė. "It's not yet my time - but we'll be together again. Until then,
though, your little one is waiting."
"Oh, Mother, I think of
you so much," said Melysė. "There is so much I would still say - "
"Sh, my child," said
Lyssė. "I know all that is in your heart - I hear your thoughts and I feel
your love. I love you, too, and yes, I am very, very proud of you."
"Thank-you, Mother,"
said Melysė, eyes shining. "Is Hypolite here, too?"
"There's no time for
reunions, now, Child. Go now, and get your daughter - she has been waiting for
you," said Lyssė. "And if you are gone too long, your friends will
worry."
"Where - where is
she?" Lyssė pointed and Melysė looked to see a great Temple, like in
Ephesus, only it was more splendid. Melysė walked to the Temple, marvelling at
its greatness. "This is how it was before," she thought. "How it
really is, underneath how it looks now."
"Mother?" Melysė
looked to see a dark-haired little girl with shining dark eyes and fair skin
looking up at her. "Yes," she said, gathering the child in her arms. "We have people waiting for us, waiting to welcome you and love you. Are
you ready to be born?"
"Yes," said the
child, smiling.
And Melysė, carrying the
child, headed back into the pain which had freed her soul for the journey to get
her child's soul under the blessing and watchful Eyes of Someone who loved her.
With a gasp, she came back into her body and into the pain, and realised that
her arms were empty, but her
daughter was still with her. "Xena! Gabrielle!"
she gasped. They rushed over to her.
"We thought you were
resting," said Gabrielle.
"What's happening?"
asked Xena.
"I don't know," said
Melysė. "The pain - it's less, but - ooohhh!
Something's happening!"
"Ok," said Xena,
calmly. "The baby's coming. Can you push?"
"I - I can't not
push!" cried Melysė. "But I'm so tired..."
"Okay, it's okay,
shh, shh," Xena soothed. "Gabrielle, come out in front here - you know what
to do, like with Eve. I'm going to get behind her and help her push."
"Ok," said
Gabrielle, moving into position.
"Oh!" cried Melysė.
"What's wrong?" said
Xena.
"She doesn't have a name,
yet," replied Melysė.
"Shh, don't worry, we'll
give her one - won't we Gabrielle?" said Xena.
"Of course," said
Gabrielle. "we're good at names and stuff."
"Ok, you ready?"
asked Xena, and Melysė nodded. "Then let's go."
"Come on, push,"
Gabrielle encouraged. "Push - that's it - just one more, I think..."
Shimmering in the corner,
unseen by the three women, Aphrodite appeared smiling and looking up whispered, "Thank-you ... Mother." In another corner of the room, another sort of
shimmer and black-leather clad Ares looked on in wonder and new admiration.
The three women, oblivious to
the observers, continued working for a few more minutes, then were rewarded by a
strong yell.
"Here's your little
Amazon," said Gabrielle, placing the baby in Melysė's shaking arms.
"Oh, she's so
beautiful," said Melysė, tearfully. "And so tiny - is she alright do
you think?"
"Well, let me see,"
said Xena, leaning over to look at the infant. "Ten fingers, ten toes, two
eyes, ears, a nose, and a mouth and all in the right places - yep, I think we've
got a keeper, here."
Melysė laughed. "Thank-you, all of you," said the new mother.
Aphrodite came closer, crying.
"Oh, she is beautiful," she said, stroking the baby with one finger.
Ares cleared his throat. "Uh, may I see her?" he asked.
"Of course - 'Uncle
Ares'" said Melysė, smiling. "I don't know if it's just Aphrodite's
presence, or something else, but I have never felt so much love in all my
life."
"I wish I could take
credit, Kiddo," said the Goddess. "But I think its coming from her,
the baby, and everyone else in the room."
"You're right," said
Gabrielle. "I feel it, too. It's like the sun on a spring day."
"Arynė," said Melysė.
"What?" said Xena.
"Her name - it's Arynė -
after the Sun Goddess, Arinna, of the Hittites - her father was a Hittite
warrior - actually I think he was a minor prince," said Melysė.
"I like it," said
Xena.
"Yeah, me too," said
Gabrielle.
"It's perfect," said
Aphrodite.
"Sounds a little like
'Ares'," said the war god. "It'll do. Congratulations - Sister."
Ares blinked out.
"Don't let him fool
ya," said Aphrodite. "He's thrilled - and touched - and I think a
little disappointed that he's not little Arynė's grandfather. Well, I gotta go,
too - have to celebrate, but don't worry - I'll be around. Toodles!"
Aphrodites shimmered away.
Melysė sighed. "You two
don't have leave right away, too, do you?" she asked.
"No, not yet," said
Xena, gently, smoothing the covers of the bed. "You sleep now and we'll be
here when you wake up. Come on, Gabrielle. We have good news to share."
When Xena and Gabrielle announced the news, the Tribe was ready to celebrate,
but there was no time. Pitana was marching her army and getting closer. "Tomorrow," Ares announced.
"We'll be ready,"
said Xena, grimly. "Aphrodite, can you take Melysė and the baby someplace
safe - to my mother, in Amphipolis?"
"Sure," said the
Goddess straightening up from crooning over the baby.
"Xena, no," said
Melysė. "I mean, thank-you, but I can't leave my people now. I am their
queen. They need me."
"To do what?" asked
Xena. "You just had a baby, for crying out loud - and it wasn't exactly an
easy birth, you know?"
"Xena, I can't just leave
them - not even in your hands," said Melysė. "I promise I won't try
to fight, but I can't just bail - what would that do to morale?"
Secretly Xena knew she was
right. Morale was running very high right now, and that might be the edge the
Amazons needed to win this. When little Arynė had been presented in the Temple,
every member of the Tribe had attended the ceremony and when Aphrodite, Xena,
and Gabrielle had been appointed godsmothers, the whole Tribe was cheering
ecstatically. "Alright - but you promise - " she began.
"I promise," said
Melysė.
"I'll stay with
her," volunteered Aphrodite. "I still have a few tricks up my sleeves.
A well-placed love-bolt, and the fiercest of warriors melts into a puddle."
"That - might be
useful," mused Gabrielle.
Xena looked at Gabrielle and
rolled her eyes. "I want you there, too, Gabrielle," said Xena,
quietly "I won't worry so
much, knowing you're protecting them."
"What about you,
Xena?" asked Gabrielle.
"I'm taking on
Pitana,"
said Xena. "I made a deal with Ares - he wouldn't do his 'god-thing' for
Pitana if I fight her one on one."
"Figures," said
Gabrielle. "He's changed - but not that much. How much 'god-thing' does he
still have, anyway?"
"I don't know," said
Xena. "But as long as he's not using it against us, it really doesn't
matter - for now. Get in position, I think its time."
The Amazons were in place,
high up in the trees, from which they would descend rapidly upon their foes.
Melysė, Arynė, and the rest of the Tribe's children too young to hold a
weapon, and those too old to fight, were taken to the village Temple to wait and
pray, while Gabrielle guarded them.
Arynė cried a little and
Melysė nursed her, while gathering the rest of the children around her and
began to tell them a story. Gabrielle smiled - it was one of hers. Melysė
looked up at Gabrielle and smiled and winked. "You could tell this better,
Gabrielle," she said.
"No, go ahead - you're
doing great," replied the Bard.
Afterwards, Melysė told one
about the Lawgiver, Queen Lysippe, and Gabrielle made a mental note to write it
down - if they got out of this alive. "Have faith, Gabrielle," she
told herself. "Xena's gotten us out of way worse than this. What about that
time I was shot with a poison arrow and Persia's army was attacking us? Xena
fought off the whole army! And that
time I was kidnapped and Xena rescued me even though she was blind...Or the time
Gareth, the biggest, meanest giant who ever lived was coming - Xena took care of
him with that flying parchment-thing. Or how Xena retrieved Hades' Helm of
Invisibility by descending into the Underworld, and fighting off the Harpies. Or
that time the Horde - I mean Pomira-
was attacking the fort - well, ok, I helped, there, but still, it was Xena
who..."
Gabrielle had been reassuring
herself aloud, and had unwittingly gathered the children around herself. "Tell us about the giant, Gabrielle!"
"No, tell us the Harpy
story!" the children clamoured at her for stories. Gabrielle sighed. "Well, ok," she agreed," but just one - or two...I have to keep
watch."
The Amazon children nodded
soberly. They understood the importance of sentry duty. Sadly, Gabrielle
realised that these were the children of a hunted people. The Amazons had been
considered fair game for centuries by prejudiced men who thought the women would
be easy prey. She wondered if a time would ever come for these people to live in
peace.
Suddenly, Gabrielle broke off
in the middle of a story at the sound of Xena's distinctive battle-cry. She
leaped up and ran to the spy-hole and looked out. The people inside the Temple
were silent - even baby Arynė did not cry, but looked about her with wiser eyes
than any new-born should have.
Xena was sparring with a
slightly shorter, sandy-haired woman. The woman was sneering and shouting things
which Gabrielle couldn't quite make out. Gabrielle's eye caught sight of Ares,
leaning against a tree while all around the two fighting women, warriors stood
and watched. He didn't appear to be enjoying the fight as much as he thought he
would. In fact, his expression was one of disgust.
"What's happening?"
asked Melysė, who had risen and stood next to Gabrielle.
"Xena's fighting someone
- Pitana, I think," she
replied. "But the rest of them are just standing around watching - I don't
get it."
Melysė sighed. "I think
I do," she said. "Pitana must have made the Royal Challenge -
again."
"But - I thought she
couldn't do that," protested Gabrielle. "She already challenged you
and lost. I thought by Amazon law, only one challenge was permitted?"
"No, Gabrielle, you're
right," Melysė sighed again. "Pitana cannot challenge me again, but
she can declare the challenge against my daughter - Arynė."
"That's stupid,"
said Gabrielle.
"That's
Pitana,"
said Melysė, with a sigh.
Suddenly there was a scream.
Pitana threw down her sword and stamped her foot. "I said, BRING HER
OUT," she screamed. "I have the right - I declare the Royal Challenge
against Arynė, daughter of Melysė
and first heir! I demand a fight to
the death!" Ares rolled his eyes and disappeared.
Suddenly Gabrielle realised Melysė was no longer standing beside her.
She looked around and saw Aphrodite, holding Arynė, looking puzzled. Gabrielle
whirled around and looked out to see Melysė walking calmly toward the fighters.
Xena looked at Melysė and Gabrielle could swear she saw flames in Xena's eyes
at the sight of the Amazon Queen's regal approach. Melysė's step was sure and
steady and her jaw set and determined. Her own eyes flashed in anger, as she
stopped and stood before her cousin.
"So," said the
queen. "You want to fight a 3-day-old infant to the death? Not much of a
challenge, Pitana, for so great a warrior as yourself."
"Don't you dare patronise
me," screamed Pitana. "I have the right!"
"So you do," agreed
Melysė, calmly. The warriors of both armies murmured. Ares reappeared, looking
interested, but still leaning casually against the tree. Pitana leered. "So
where is she?" she asked.
"Pitana, you have the
right to declare the Challenge against my new-born daughter," said Melysė. "I have the right, as her mother, to either fight in her place, or choose
her champion."
"It's a fight to death,
this time, Melysė," taunted Pitana. "You are half-god - maybe
immortal - so you can't fight me this time."
"I don't know that I am
immortal," said Melysė. "But I will not fight you, in all fairness.
If Xena will consent, I choose her to champion my daughter. Xena?" Xena
smiled slightly and nodded. Ares grinned.
"Very well," said
Pitana, grinning smugly, and picking up her sword with a flourish. " I
relish the idea of how my reputation will soar when I kill Xena, and then I will
take the Amazon throne - no one will stand against me, then!"
"That's all very -
interesting, Pitana," said Xena, slowly twirling her own sword above her
head. "But what makes you think you'll kill me?" They fought hard and
fast. Melysė had been right, Pitana was good. She drew first blood on Xena,
slicing open her left thigh.
"It's a fight to the
death, Xena," panted Pitana. "And I have tasted ambrosia - the food of
the gods. When I have had another taste, I will be a god - a full god, not just
a half-blood, like my cousin."
Suddenly it made sense; any
mortal Xena had ever known( - except Xena herself, but she had been dead at the
time -) to taste of the sacred food of the gods became insane. Pitana's eyes
were wide, the pupils almost invisible, and her laugh was a mad cackle. She
fought furiously and well, but with careless abandon, leaving herself open too
many times, and Xena had pressed every advantage, yet Pitana bore no wounds
despite the fact that Xena was sure she made several hits. Her wounds were
closing too fast to bleed.
"Ambrosia?" said
Xena.
"Oh, yes," laughed
Pitana. "You see, Xena, you can't kill me."
"Oh, but
Pitana,"
said Xena, grimly. "Haven't you heard? I have killed gods."
"Wh-what?" said
Pitana, dropping her guard for a moment, glancing at Ares who grinned and
nodded, as Xena slashed, cutting a line across her cheek. It bled, but slowly
closed as doubt began to creep in upon Pitana. "H-how is that
possible?"
"My daughter is Eve,
Bringer of the Twilight, Messenger of the Way of Love," said Xena, slashing
again. Pitana jumped back, no longer sure. "And I am her Protector, given
the power to kill gods while she lives. So, you see, no one is immortal any
more!"
At that, Xena began slashing
and stabbing. Furiously, Pitana put up a defence, but she had been relying so
heavily on the protection the ambrosia should have given her, that she couldn't
block effectively. Finally, she lay on the ground, under the point of Xena's
sword.
"It's your call, your
majesty," Xena said quietly, never taking her eyes from Pitana.
Aphrodite
came out of the Temple, carrying Arynė, followed by Gabrielle and the others.
Melysė
took the baby in her arms and looked intently into the child's eyes,
searching...finally, not finding what she sought, Melysė looked at Ares, then
at her people, then back at Xena, her eyes avoiding Pitana.
"She would have murdered
my child - a helpless baby," said the queen quietly. "She would have
killed me and anyone else who got in her way and she would have led the Amazons
into tyranny and death. Pitana declared this a death challenge and disqualified
me on the premise of my possible immortality, all the while believing herself
immortal. By her deception, she has dishonoured herself and betrayed her Amazon
oath and no longer deserves the name 'Amazon'. So, as priestess and Queen of the
Amazons, I hereby rescind Pitana's Amazon birthright. From this day forward,
Pitana, you are no longer an Amazon. Let her live, Xena, but I want her confined
where she can do no more harm."
The Amazons cheered, but Melysė
wasn't finished yet. "Warriors of Pitana," she said, addressing those
who had not yet fled (while those who had were being rounded up and captured). "You have a choice: swear
before Ares, god of war - and my brother, your loyalty to me and your friendship
to the Amazon Nation, or - " Ares grinned menacingly and approached the
group. "I leave my brother to offer you the consequences of your other
choice," Melysė finished.
The warriors, mostly
mercenaries who were loyal only to Ares - and whoever handled their payroll -
were quick to kneel before the Amazon Queen, as Pitana was led off to prison.
"That was good, little
sister," said Ares, grinning at her. "I see...potential."
"Ares where did Pitana
get ambrosia?" asked Melysė. Ares shrugged.
"Hey, I'm not sharing my
stash," he said.
"Ambrosia," mused
Xena. "That explains - a lot."
"Yeah, well - it's
-" began Ares
"A 'god-thing',"
finished Melysė and Gabrielle.
Ares threw back his head and
laughed as he faded away.
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